I cant handle this...

No more tears... no more fears... no more regrets... its more than I can stand...!!! I just wanna be happy... Can u make me happy!? pfff...

no more desire... no more passion...no more trust... no more love... ^^ at least not to me ^^ and no more sex!!!! =]

All that I want is broke... ill look at the sky... and try to see the universe... fallin in pieces... stars fallin, clouds turnin black... and dying...
Im a good person... why!? I wonder why.... i mean its ok... i accept all this shit around me... but... why to me!!???? why the fuck!!????

Im tired of people... tired of liars... Im a fuckin good persoooon!!!!! a good girl...!!!! pfff... anyway... I got my dreams... and friends thats a nice thing...
Ill be happy... I swear... after all... i got them ^^